Biogram or 5 steps to madness.
0. Trying to understand (the pain, the world, others & the big other)
1. Mathematics – touching the border of understanding. Realising the internal limits – Goedel Theorem.
2. Interest in philosophy of mathematics, its social and third cathegory existance.
3. Doing arts – for fun, to touch. Like a doctor in the Institute of Mathematics in UJ in Kraków – when he goes through a very long coridor (Hilbert Hotel?) – he is with abstracts of thought, but always one finger touches the wall of corridor. It is his ancor in the World. He would dissapear if he took his finger off the wall.
Do sculpture, calculate curves via body sensations – work with mathematical ideas and emotions.
4. Observe the attention.
Sense and non-sense.
Overcome the existencial crisis.